The turmoil swirling within me feels suffocating. I initiated that hug with Aarav, yet now everything seems to be spiralling out of control. I never asked for these feelings, and deep down, I know they will only lead to heartbreak for both of us. Aarav hasn't moved on from Sneha, and yet here we are in this tangled mess. It feels as though my presence is pushing Aarav into something he's not ready for.
I need to distance myself from these emotions; they're wrong, and I refuse to be a part of it. Rhea, you must maintain control over your feelings; it's for your own well-being. I'm aware of the emotions I'm developing for Aarav, but this isn't right! I entered into this marriage solely to care for Aarush, to provide him with a mother's love and to reunite him with his father. Not for any of this.
Despite my attempts to rationalise the situation, my heart continues to ache with uncertainty. It's agonising to witness Aarav's struggle, torn between the past and the present, and to feel responsible for his turmoil. Yet, I cannot ignore the voice of reason within me, urging me to step back and protect my own heart.
As I grappled with these conflicting emotions, a sense of unease settled deep within me. I couldn't shake the feeling that I was treading on dangerous ground, playing with fire that threatened to consume us both. Aarav's unresolved feelings for Sneha loomed over us like a shadow, casting doubt on the authenticity of our burgeoning connection.
It pained me to think that my presence might be inadvertently pushing him into a situation he wasn't ready for, a situation that could ultimately end in heartbreak for us both. I needed to find a way to distance myself from these emotions, to protect not only my own heart but also Aarav's. Our fragile bond couldn't withstand the weight of these unresolved feelings and the complexities of our intertwined lives.
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